"I Had One Job and That Was To Make Milk"

J Hum Lact. 2017 Feb;33(1):188-194. doi: 10.1177/0890334416679382. Epub 2016 Dec 20.

Abstract

Background: For very-low-birth-weight (VLBW) infants, breastfeeding may no longer be an immediate option. Mothers often turn to mechanically expressing their milk with a breast pump to provide their infants human milk. Research aim: This study aimed to describe mothers' experiences expressing milk for their VLBW infants in a level 3 neonatal intensive care unit.

Methods: Qualitative, phenomenological methods were used to better understand the milk expression experiences of 17 mothers of VLBW infants. In-depth interviews were audio-recorded and transcribed verbatim. Transcripts were analyzed using Colaizzi's seven-step protocol, and themes were identified to illustrate the lived experience of the mothers.

Results: Five global themes emerged from interviews with mothers. However, this article focuses on one global theme, "I had one job and that was to make milk," and the supporting subthemes: (1) "I was heartbroken," (2) "Pumping is a full-time thing," and (3) "I literally sacrificed nights."

Conclusion: This study provides insight into the complex experience that mothers in the southeastern United States undergo when expressing milk for their VLBW infants.

Keywords: breast milk expression; breast pump; breastfeeding; human milk; preterm infants; qualitative methods.

MeSH terms

  • Adult
  • Attitude to Health*
  • Breast Feeding / methods
  • Breast Feeding / psychology*
  • Breast Milk Expression / instrumentation
  • Breast Milk Expression / methods*
  • Female
  • Guilt
  • Humans
  • Infant
  • Infant, Newborn
  • Infant, Very Low Birth Weight / psychology
  • Milk, Human
  • Mother-Child Relations / psychology
  • Mothers / psychology*
  • Qualitative Research